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These days i feel sooo somnolent..

I guess even 10 hrs of sleep isn't sufficient.
I know people can survive with just 4-5 hours of sleep .I have tried that too , but couldn't do it for more than 3 days...Now its getting worse , i cant even try it for a day...

Before, whenever i felt like disconnecting myself from reality , i would sleep..

When i was scared to face my problems, or i needed a solution to some problem i would sleep
Then when i woke up ,it felt so good..
Somehow I felt more confident ....as if ,i got some free counselling in my sleep.

Its different now , Whenever i sleep to escape something , the thought keeps chasing me in my dreams , so it seems better waking up..

Before i could sleep and wake up anytime as if my internal clock was at its best
Now things have changed i can sleep anytime, but wake up only after 10-12 hrs.

My brother keeps telling me ,that people who are depressed sleep a lot,
It makes me feel miserable ,but I don't believe that at all.